Like most people, when I learned I was experiencing a spiritual awakening I was excited. I felt special. I felt like the world was going to open up and show me its wonders and somehow everything would suddenly make sense. Every experience, at the start, was one which sent me into a tizzy waiting for the next moment of excitement and discovery.
Two years in and I am finding it is not the cake walk I had envisioned. It is hard work. It can be draining. Some days, truthfully, I outright feel like I am so far from where I am meant to be. I listen, and despite my open heart and mind, all I can hear is far away and muffled sounds. It can be lonely.
I am not writing this for sympathy or empathy. I am writing this because I know there are many out there in the world right now on the cusp of their awakening, or are experiencing one right now, and are feeling drained. They are feeling lost and confused. The world has been so wounded and each of us is looking for our own footing within the disasters that surround us. Very few of us are taking the time to help our fellow people who are currently awakening and giving them the insight that will help them begin to understand the changes they are going through.
If this is you, I want you to know you are not alone. You are not losing your mind. You are growing. Within that growth there will be great loss. That loss however will allow more growth and a merging with your truest self possible incarnate. It is a beautiful thing but yes, some things will be let go of.
I won’t be able to tell you what things will be removed from your life. You’ll know what needs removing because you will feel ill or become ill when you have partaken or been around the things which need to be removed. This is called purging.
The world view as you have known it will shift. You’ll see things in a completely different light and be more compassionate to people regardless of the things they have done. All in all you will want the best for humanity and will strive to make the world a better place.
Silence will somehow become a friend. In silence you will listen and learn more about yourself and the world around you. The Universe will guide you through your quiet because you will be more open than you have ever been to receiving information.
There are so many things you will experience it will be difficult to not pay attention to the changes within yourself. These things are not a weakness. Especially the new emotions which fill your heart and soul. You may feel more alone than you have ever felt, and yet, at the same time, more connected to everything.
Although the world seems to be completely on fire right now. If you have found this page because you are looking for answers…what you are experiencing is valid. Welcome and know you are unconditionally loved.